Dasarte Yarnway is founder and wealth designer for Berknell Financial Group, an independent registered investment advisory firm that he started at the age of 24. With his passion for listening to his clients’ greatest concerns and applying realistic solutions, Yarnway has become the go-to partner for millennials, growing families, and seasoned investors. He offers advice and insight through his weekly podcast, The Young Money Podcast, three books (Dating Benji 2016, Young Money 2018, Pay Me In Equity 2019), and weekly blog.
By this time, you’ve likely seen it on the news. You’ve read the headlines on the consecutive killings of African Americans, and you’ve seen the effects of the murders throughout cities—big and small—around our country.
In the neighborhood that I grew up in there were no safe streets. As a teenager, I remember my mother staying up late nights to make sure that I made it back home after practice, a game, or a casual outing with my friends. Our rule was that if I came home and found that she was sleeping, I would crack the door open slightly so that she could know that I was in the house. I hated the ritual, but for my mom who already had to carry our family on her back and the weight of losing our patriarch, I would make the “sacrifice.”
I don’t think most people in law enforcement are bad. In fact, many people that I love and respect are amazing civil servants. Still, I’ve had many “for-no-reason” encounters with the law. It wasn’t until an encounter a year after the tragic death of Trayvon Martin that I understood my mother’s fear. I was a to-be graduate of the University of California, Berkeley. I was excited that the time for me to start life in the real world was quickly approaching. I made the decision to forego my fifth year of eligibility on the varsity football team, and I landed a job at a large independent investment advisory firm. I recently bought a car, in cash, and I was the pride of my mother—a breathing representation of her wildest dreams.
On a sunny May morning, I decided to drive across the Bay Bridge to visit my mom, share the plans for graduation, and embrace her. Dressed in my Cal alumni sweatshirt, the day felt glorious. It was one of those mornings that was crisp with positivity—not a cloud in the sky, calm waters around the San Francisco Bay, and a light wind that could usher your mind to peace. We talked, we ate, we laughed, and then I left. Driving out of the collection of brick houses, I made a right turn onto the main street, then a quick left after a full stop onto a side street.
As I pulled over to the side of the road, I honestly thought that I was safe but could not be sure. Because of this, I gathered my driver’s license, insurance paperwork, and my student identification to present to him. He had to know that a student at Cal Berkeley would be harmless. The officer approached the driver side of the car and asked for my documents as anticipated. I gave him all three.
With his hand resting on his gun he asked, “Do you have any papers?”
“Papers?” I replied in confusion.
Gripping his gun holster tighter, and leaning forward he raged, “Probation papers, don’t play dumb!”
That was the moment that it clicked that nothing really mattered. It could’ve been me, despite being a good student and a stellar athlete. It could’ve been me, despite being the only born son to my parents. It could’ve been me, despite graduating from Cal Berkeley. It could’ve been my nephew. It could’ve been my brother or a close friend, despite, despite, despite. Being in this skin, there is no level of exceptionalism that can save you, and because of this your thoughts and behavior have to be defaulted to those that give you an opportunity to live another day—in the office, while running your business, while walking through a department store, or during a routine traffic stop.
The world is in shambles. We’re in a transition into our new normal after the greatest pandemic in history, and minority communities are crying out due to the continuous normalization of exterminating Black lives. This account is not to race-bait. It’s not to provoke anger. This is a human issue that needs solutions. While I do not have the answer on making this better, I know that we all can make a contribution to making our world a better place.
- Stand up when you see racism perpetuating.
- Speak out when something is morally unjust.
- Have compassion for your fellow human.
- Support businesses and people who are not as privileged.
- Acknowledge your privilege—whatever it may be—and use it to make the world a better place.
- Be aware of your racial predispositions, find their roots and work to uproot them.
- Encourage your children to be open, and fair to all.
- Reach out to someone of a different race and tell them that you appreciate them.
I believe that humans are inherently good, but the world can make us distort the image of ourselves. Together we can change this, and if you are committed, we will.
Editor’s note: A version of this article appeared on the Berknell blog, berknell.com/insights.